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It’s 1.07am and i just realize how pathetic i am in updating my blog. CAn you believe it, the last post i made was in October 2005… Sheessshh~ what have i been doing…

Oh well, lets see what am i to write now… There’s so many things going on in my mind at the moment.. My work and the upcoming project, my bro wanting to leave his job, my travel expenses cause petrol price rose by 30cent, how to kill that jackass toll operator that OC my cash and many more things… oh and also how to kill this damn mosquito that’s biting my leg… blardy shit..

Back to the things i was thinking.. I am now wondering why is it that our government so poor??.. and why this time around, petrol price is raised by such a huge margin.?? 30 cents is a huge amount.. I wonder whether do the government realize such price would just make the people poorer and not want to stay here? We pay so much tax. We buy car… taxed, we drink beer.. taxed, we pay toll… taxed, we makan also kena taxed, we earn more than RM2.5k also taxed.. the more you earn, the higher you get TAXED.. and now.. petrol also kena taxed…

**Gosh.. we have to work for free already la like that.

Was thinking about this issue so much coz i was short on petrol just now at night and i wanted to pump petrol. Dad told me he heard that petrol price is gonna increase by 30cents after tonight and i was like “Fuh~ thank god i’m going now to pump now..”.. But shit, had to queue up for close to 45 minutes and the thing that got me pissed was because of some lame ass cinapek fellas, blardy young farts… just jump queue and slot his ahbeng machine in front of the car before me..

Anyway, i came to a conclusion that the cause of all this petrol rise and things about government no money is because of corruption. YEs.. they continue to say that they want to erradicate this virus but till today you still see it in our very own country’s construction line. Projects worth million is given out and approved recklessly.. Why? Coz some people gotta make some bonus…

Imagine this, a overhead bridge can be build with Rm200,000 but some fella tender in Rm1 million.. That fella then gets the project, and sub it to another dude who would then sub it to another dude and finally that last small fry build that bridge for RM200,000 and still earn a fair amount from it.. SO now.. the question is, why don’t they just give that project to that dude who tender in Rm200,000??… Use that balance RM800,000 to repair the roads, flush the drains in town, give us proper working traffice lights. WE don’t want all those small flower plants and shrubs around town… it’s a waste of money.. just give us angsana trees and for god’s sake, let it grow… don’t chop it down after 20 years and say the branch is to wild… Idiots, there’s such thing called “trimming”…

Can you see where Malaysia is heading in 5-10 years time??… this continues and our beautiful, blessed nation would just perish.. We live in a country where natural resources are abundance.. great weather.. no natural disaster like volcano and earthquake.. YET… still 3rd world… PATHETIC isn’t it..

Well today is just like every other day at work, the only difference is that i’ve completed my projects… two of them, and now feeling sick. I’ve been feeling uneasy since last week, knowing that i might be getting sick soon. Sigh~ never knew that it’ll be this week. Thank god my projects are done and it’s not the holiday week. I’ll curse my luck if it is…Hehehe… Hmmm, i can’t recall when was the last time i went to see the doctor.. It’s been a long long time ago. Hopefully it’ll go away soon and not drag on till next week.

Before i end this blog entry, just one question.. Can someone tell me what is the main objective of having Friendster? Is it for us to mix/keep-in-touch with our fellow peers and friends? OR is it for us to make new friends regardless whether they’re an outsider or simply our friend’s friend?

One thing for sure about the industry is the complexity. I manage to solve the problem i was facing previously with the database backup and restore using SQL-DMO and MSDE. But because MSDE was a so down to the bone that i have to do all those stuff using oSQL using command prompt. Now that i’m done with it, I’m assign to come up with a utility tool, somewhat a wizard like tool to backup and restore database. Complex is an understatement and i’m still learning.. from scratch.. Why must it be so complex? Why can’t it be so damn simple like what they have in SQL Server 2000? Why is it that everything is complex?

Hmmm…. the simpler things in life evolves and turn into complex materials. Cells and DNA…to organs and body functions…. to character and mentality. I realize that i’m really a complex person who enjoys the simpler things in life… I’ll run to the car dealer and get myself a Honda Integra even if i can afford a BMW 5 series.. Anytime…

It was a long day at work, staring hard at the pc and my reference book trying to find our how to create a backup and restore MSDE. In came my msn pop up and it was an email from Eva inviting me to visit her blog. Went into her blog site and was reading thru… scroll further down and damn i saw my name.. it was a link to my blog which i’ve completely forgot about it. Anyway, i was reading some of the comments and hmmm, i have to say the replies was quite random. So here i am, writing my second blog after err… i think four months. Hehehe…

If i’m not mistaken, the last time i mention about responsibilities rite… Well i would like to continue with it but i can’t remember since it’s been quite a while already. Sigh~ So i’ll just start with something else.. This week has been a weird one for me starting off with the end of last week which was last Saturday. I was out with my gf, JP and my organ teacher Kevin at this fine dining restaurant. If i’m not mistaken it’s called Mousandra or something like that… (*not sure about the spelling but it sounds like Moo-san-dra). After dinner, we went down to Bliss at 12am, acting all champion thinking that gay night is on sunday but mana tau… it was on that day itself. It was like ‘holy fark…gonna get my arse grab’ kinda feeling…

However, in we go and i was looking forward to it cause i wanted to know what is it like to be in a gay bar/club. Everything was cool to start off with…the crowds was cool and so was the house beat… Well that was at least till the time a couple of dude started removing their tops off.. And there i stand at the dance floor with JP and my gf, stun at the sight of half naked dudes… As the night grew old, more and more dudes started taking their tops off and they even had a female looking male dancer on top of the DJ counter. There were naked males hugging each other, kissing each other and all sought of things… That sure is some funny way to start off my week….But it was a good experience…and plus, the good news is that my arse wasn’t grope by anyone..Fuh~~ So the lesson is, if you want to go to a gay bar, bring along your gf…Hehehe… Hope you like my post…keep the comments cumming…

It’s been two months now that i had left APIIT and things around me is getting slower and slower by the day. I’ve never blog before nor have i post anything like this before, but it has come to a point where i rather do something because i’m super bored. Pathetic isn’t it…Sigh~!!!…..

Hmmm… what should i write about? Came down with a bad cold and cough today, and it suckz big time. It’s making me feel even more tired and lazy. Probably later i might go out, get some futsal to refresh myself.

Anyway, would like to write summore but i’m dead “lembik” and i guess i’ll stop here, although i know i didn’t write much. Kekeke…. Before i leave, i would like to share something that caught my attention last night when i was in the shower, which is “how responsible am i and how can someone measure a person whether is he/she being responsible or not??” …. My next blog would tell you the reason behind this question… For now, ciaoz….